Shattered: Confessions Of A Broken Mind

6269.) i dont feel guilty about cheating on him.

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 21:06:53 -0400

(via blogsecret) Me either. He cheated on me first, I’m just leveling the field….

Bruises...

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 21:45:08 -0400

The bruises on my knees are almost gone, but when I looked in the mirror at myself I was surprised....

My Bad Boy...

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 22:12:36 -0400

He hugged me when I sat down beside him. He said “I’m going to smoke”, I knew it...

5765.) today on the bus, i looked over at you. and you were just sitting there, tapping your feet to your music, and you ran your fingers through your hair. i couldn't look away. i've never wanted someone so bad before this, it's like i crave to be with you. and its funny, because we're practically strangers, just ones who have exchanged a few words.

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 01:19:06 -0400

(via blogsecret) I love this….

Knees.

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 01:18:32 -0400

How am I gonna explain the bruises on my knees tomorrow? :)

Changes....

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 22:25:25 -0400

My world is shifting. I feel the changes coming. I feel myself transforming. Everyone is confused by...

5749.) I drop hints for you to get that I'm struggling with depression but you're too busy looking past me to look at the TV. Thanks for listening.

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 22:16:04 -0400

(via blogsecret) Been there…how come people never see whats in front of them til it’s...

His Birthday...

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 23:16:09 -0400

Today was his birthday…(read more..). He was the first thing I woke up thinking about this...

5562.) i want somebody to be madly in love with me, every inch of me.

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 23:08:33 -0400

(via blogsecret) Me too. *sigh*

“Let Her Cry” Hootie & The Blowfish

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 22:11:00 -0400

“Let Her Cry”
Hootie & The Blowfish

Hott Dude II

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 20:55:00 -0400

Ok, so I know that I am not imagining this. I came home for lunch, and “Hott Dude” made...

Grill....

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 21:13:09 -0400

“Hott Dude” cooked out on his grill tonight. He must have been really hungry, he cooked...

Where are we?

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 13:01:48 -0400

The night started out pretty quiet. I don’t even know how we went from sitting at the kitchen...

Current "love"

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 21:53:00 -0400

At last, we get to my current husband. He’s 10 years younger than me, he has put me though...

4157.) i'm still in love with the guy I cheated on my boyfriend with.

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 20:40:19 -0400

(via blogsecret) I’m still in love with the guy I cheated on my husband with…..

My Greatest Lover

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 01:00:00 -0400

August, 1997 Green eyes. Sexy crooked smile. A wife and son. Trouble always found me. This time I...

My Soulmate....

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 10:33:15 -0400

July 17th, 1993. 6am. I know he’s my soulmate. I remember that exact time and date that he...

3887.) Love isn't real.

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 22:19:03 -0400

(via blogsecret) You just now figured this out? You must be 15 years old.

I’d give up forever to touch you…I know that you...

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 21:27:00 -0400

I’d give up forever to touch you…I know that you feel me somehow…
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be…

Iris- Goo Goo Dolls

3860.) Everytime I see you, we have sex, & even now that you have a girlfriend nothing stopped us. We can't blame it all on the alcohol, Were still in love. Slightly, kind of, nothings really ever changed.

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 20:29:43 -0400

(via blogsecret This made me smile…brought back some great memories…except he had a...